another “low moment”, feeling “depressed” again…
had academic coaching today and saw my grades… not good, not good at all… so bad, it needs a miracle desperately to make ‘em look acceptable…
sigh… exam this Friday and i know i should be more motivated to study but unfortunately it has no such effect… more like the opposite even… losing hope and giving up should be out of the question but i can’t help but have it at the front of my mind… been thinking of just quitting as soon as now… been thinking of it for awhile actually… sigh…
and this, another reason why i’m not doing well in school… i’m here “blogging” about my feelings instead of studying the shitload of muscles, bones, nerves, arteries and veins of the upper extremities for Fridays exam……. i’m such a mess
/wrist